i dont remember where ut started off but all i know is that im addicted to pokies machine .it has been three years im addicted to pokies machine and i hate my self for that losing so much money each time like today i lost 1700 dollars less than 2 hours and i feel like **** throught 3 years i probably spent most over hundrend thousand of dollars on pokies machine ,, i really do need help ,, i blocked all my atm card and credit card that way i cant get money out of the atm machine at all but it did not help cause if i feel the urge i go to bank and get cash out ,, my husband does not know about this at all i mean i dont used his money or anything but stil i feel really bad thinkin i could of use that money for something else ,, what i should do? i really do need help .. i dont want to drag my self into this anymore i cant let my self be feeling like this all the time. when im agry i got o the club and play but when im happy i dont ,, i might need to keep my self occupied but i dont know how .. i work part time i dont work full time , god i need help .. i dont want to gamble anbymore ..